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that im not ment to love or be loved... and with that bold statement let me explain....the ONE man i saw myself with...like marrragie kids and what not.....hes fucking me over left and right.... hes been with me for a few months...and he has another girl hes with that he dated for three years...BUT while hes dating me he also had a threesome with me now exbestfriend and one of her friends....its like he uses me for sex....and thats all he wants...and i want so much more...i want someone to talk to to tell me itll be better.....to hold me....to love me flaws and all...not change me...take me and just be with me for the hell of it...want me b

yeah heres some thoughts for you guys so this guy spyke.....i like him alot......but im not quite sure if he likes me......we have sex on the reualer......but we arent dateing ita a friends with dateing thing...but i want more.... this chick amanda is trying to get with my ex josh who is 22....and is talking mad shit behind my back while she is 18 has a kid and is prego.... i on the other hand am cleaning up my life gettin of probation in 2 months time if not shorter......and well im just trying to get my life strightened out....so yes just an update on things.

well i am walking to my doom....i am yet again going back to lock up........oh what fun........i have been dissed by all males.....and the girl i like has a girlfriend...i can help but wonder if my day could get any worse........perhaps if i ran out of smokes it could......oh wait damn i ran out of them to....gahhhhhhhhhh why does everything have to be so hard???